No. It's not unlikely. The person who loved me . . . sold me out. He said he had to give up the thing he loved the most to achieve revolution for the people.
I'm not unlovable. I'm just tired of being left behind for something more.
[ alex, livio, astarion. they all had a bigger calling than dolph. jean loves him but he's married. so dolph just takes what he gets and hopes for a someday. ]
[He gives Dolph a sympathetic look. He understands that feeling a little bit. In his last world, everyone wanted to go home. Everyone wanted to leave him behind for the more important things they had going on in another world, including his own partner.]
It's a lot to hope for in a place like this, but I hope you find something that does.
[He isn't sure just how often people disappear in this world. Maybe some people stay a very long time.]
And for what it's worth, I don't plan to leave you behind. The only way you'll be rid of me is if I'm yoinked to another universe. Otherwise I'll be a thorn in your side.
[A high standard, but makes sense. Finnick too prioritizes living with one or more people he can cuddle with. Though, he will cuddle with a lot of people.]
Well, stay over here whenever you want. Or I can visit you. I mean... If you like. I don't want you to be lonely, and you're a good cuddle buddy.
[Finnick laughs softly, then moves to Dolph's side of the island. He kisses the taller man's reddened cheek and threads his fingers through his hair, looking him in the face.]
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We'll see.
[ his luck would have to vastly improve for that sort of thing. ]
But I try. One step at a time.
[ he's not going to give up on it. ]
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What, you think it's that unlikely that you'll be loved? Or is it the happiness you'll see about?
[Happiness is hard to achieve. Especially for people who come from worlds like they do.]
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No. It's not unlikely. The person who loved me . . . sold me out. He said he had to give up the thing he loved the most to achieve revolution for the people.
I'm not unlovable. I'm just tired of being left behind for something more.
[ alex, livio, astarion. they all had a bigger calling than dolph. jean loves him but he's married. so dolph just takes what he gets and hopes for a someday. ]
I just want something to last.
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[He gives Dolph a sympathetic look. He understands that feeling a little bit. In his last world, everyone wanted to go home. Everyone wanted to leave him behind for the more important things they had going on in another world, including his own partner.]
It's a lot to hope for in a place like this, but I hope you find something that does.
[He isn't sure just how often people disappear in this world. Maybe some people stay a very long time.]
And for what it's worth, I don't plan to leave you behind. The only way you'll be rid of me is if I'm yoinked to another universe. Otherwise I'll be a thorn in your side.
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That's fine by me.
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[A smile.]
So where do you stay, anyway? Do you live with anyone?
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By yourself? Do you like living alone?
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It's what I'm used to.
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I'd invite you to live here if I could. There's no one you could make your roommate?
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I could, but it's not what I want.
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[He tilts his head. Spit it out!]
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I'm not interested in settling for anything less.
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[A high standard, but makes sense. Finnick too prioritizes living with one or more people he can cuddle with. Though, he will cuddle with a lot of people.]
Well, stay over here whenever you want. Or I can visit you. I mean... If you like. I don't want you to be lonely, and you're a good cuddle buddy.
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I'm not that lonely these days. And . . . I'll remember that.
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[He smiles and reaches over to squeeze Dolph's real hand with his own.]
Feel free to text me in the middle of the night. I'll probably be up.
[Either because he's doing shenanigans or sex or having nightmares.]
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[He winks, squeezes Dolph's hand.]
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Then I'll . . . try.
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You're really fucking cute, you know that?
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[ he's a lot of things. cute is . . . a lot to wrap his head around. ]
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