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Finnick Odair ([personal profile] odare) wrote2024-07-05 09:04 pm

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laserhawk: (Edification Of The Fall)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
You sure? I'm not exactly a party personality.
laserhawk: (Make This Right)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ his eyebrow climbs up. ]

The entire place? It's going to be hectic.
laserhawk: (Careful Shouting)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ being a rebel outlaw means adapting to circumstance, alex's voice drifts into his head, you should learn to embrace the chaos. ]

Well. As long as it's fun for you.
laserhawk: (Enraged)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . well. he feels a bit bad now. he's never been good at. this. with people who are bright and extroverted, who thrive with other people. he wishes he was, but dolph knows it'll never be him.

he ducks his head a little as he attempts to be nicer. ]


I just meant . . . that I hope it's fun. It's your birthday. You should enjoy it the most. Isn't that what matters?
laserhawk: (Suburbia)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
. . . There's no party that can do that. Just like there's no way to please everyone.

[ god, he's being a downer. should he lie? but dolph's never been good at lying either. ]

I think it's more important to chase your own happiness. And I'm sure the people will follow. People who enjoy that. And people who care.
laserhawk: (Retrogram)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
It's not a bad thing. It's just . . . tricky because it can hurt when they don't.

[ it's never been his problem. he was a terrorist in the eyes of eden and its media. public enemy number two. where once he did tours for sick children and their "laserhawk" toys probably burned them in disgust.

he has manageable expectations. he is who he is, despite eden, despite everything. he may not be as charming or kind as others, but at least he is himself. he can own that.

dolph blinks for a moment. ]


I'll still come if you want me to. Like I said, I'm just not very . . . party person. But if you prefer something just between us, I'm fine with that too.
laserhawk: (Tech Noir)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ dolph . . . extends a hand and briefly pats his head. a bit awkwardly. ]

You should just be whoever you want. Be greedy, be selfish, be anything. That's what living is all about. The freedom to be yourself.

We can do both.
laserhawk: (Cheerleader Effect)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[ it's normal. sometimes he doesn't either. ]

Who do you want to be?
laserhawk: (Suburbia)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
Then that's who you'll be.

[ there's no doubt in his voice. it's clear and unwavering, like always. ]

Just give it time.
laserhawk: (Retrogram)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ he blinks, nonplussed. ]

What about me?
laserhawk: (Wayfarer)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ dolph falls silent. he turns the beer bottle in his hands. he's a cyborg. what he is has been defined for him, even if he's shedded a couple of labels and gained new ones in his departure from eden.

he's just dolph laserhawk now. no longer captain. no longer a terrorist. no longer . . . alex's. no longer the warden's ghost. beyond that . . . he doesn't need to be anything else. ]


Who I am is what you see. I'm just someone who owns a club.

[ he looks down at his beer bottle once more. ]

But I guess . . . I want to be someone who is loved. Who gets to be happy. Who is no longer betrayed. That's good enough for me.
laserhawk: (Roadgame)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ dolph snorts. ]

We'll see.

[ his luck would have to vastly improve for that sort of thing. ]

But I try. One step at a time.

[ he's not going to give up on it. ]
laserhawk: (The Valley Of The Pagans)

[personal profile] laserhawk 2024-07-20 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ dolph pauses, considering his words. ]

No. It's not unlikely. The person who loved me . . . sold me out. He said he had to give up the thing he loved the most to achieve revolution for the people.

I'm not unlovable. I'm just tired of being left behind for something more.

[ alex, livio, astarion. they all had a bigger calling than dolph. jean loves him but he's married. so dolph just takes what he gets and hopes for a someday. ]

I just want something to last.

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